So Invited a few friends over for a holiday party.. Thus means shopping for drink and food and cooking and cleaning.. Planned out enough for 6-7 people cause those were the ones who said the would make it and a couple extras in case we had random stopper byes..
This also means spending the money to drink and food the guests.
So my rant starts here, I call a friend the first one who said she'd be here cause she asked if i wanted to go get fireworks.. This made me ponder fireworks why?? So I call her and BOOM she decided to have people to her place totally blowing me off and its like oh well I'm not going to stress it. It would have been nice for her to call ahead of time but oh well...And my best gay men can't come cause one is hurt and I totally get that.. totally cool. I hate being drug around when I'm sick or hurt too.
Realizing I should reconfirm the rsvps for the rest of the people one by one they either said oo we forgot we had plans with you and made other plans and we really cant cancel our new plans.. HOW RUDE! That I am stressed over and upset about. Not a single call on christmas from the people we call our close friends, and then this. It's like we have been deleted off the social phone tree.
See if we go out of our way for them as fast as we always have in the past. I guess if we don't call then we are dead to the world cause everyone's fingers are broke and cars are dead.
So there my rant ends....!
So new year's resolutions for 2011.....
I am going to only give the correct amount of help to hose who give a proportionate amount back, I am going to enter this new year secure in the fact I am in a healthy relationship and that it is growing to be better and deeper each day. I am going to be more calm inside this year, not so quick to be upset or knocked off balance by the actions of others. I am complete within my feelings and my inner self, those that are in and those will come into my circle are there cause I want them there not because they have to be there. I am human I am me and I am healthy.
Friday, December 31, 2010
Thursday, December 30, 2010
What a day..
So went to be bed shortly after the dinner party ( shortly after being 4 AM) ended. I don't remember going to bed but, I remember waking up in the bed... ( No I was drunk I didnt drink last night) We went to the laundromat did 4 loads of laundry ( that means 6 or 7 loads put into 4 of their larger machines) that took about 2 hours I think. Then came home played with Pakak (pronounced Pak-ak, it means Mischevious in alaskan native) found out he likes Frisbee.. Came home cleaned out the closets and Steve made dinner, check it out all the house work done and it was done in 3 hours.. Now at 7 PM what to do...
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Awww Son of a Biscut...
Tales of the Inner Blondie...
Have you ever gone to do something knowing you'd need a part or piece of equipment to do it and you get to the all crutial step where its needed and realized you forgot that one thing? Awww Son of a biscut!
Have you ever done that three days in a row??? Now thats really an Awww son of a biscuit move I tell you what buddy.
So, my friends are here and its time for a dinner yum yum party and wine.....
GOOOOO UUUSSSSSSSS!
UPDATE
OMG everyone should go get a kinect and the dance game. Once you have those get wine and beer and friends over to your house. Once you do this feed them and get them buzzed. Once you do this put the game in and make them play. Once you do this sit back and be ready to laugh till you pee yourself...
Have you ever gone to do something knowing you'd need a part or piece of equipment to do it and you get to the all crutial step where its needed and realized you forgot that one thing? Awww Son of a biscut!
Have you ever done that three days in a row??? Now thats really an Awww son of a biscuit move I tell you what buddy.
So, my friends are here and its time for a dinner yum yum party and wine.....
GOOOOO UUUSSSSSSSS!
UPDATE
OMG everyone should go get a kinect and the dance game. Once you have those get wine and beer and friends over to your house. Once you do this feed them and get them buzzed. Once you do this put the game in and make them play. Once you do this sit back and be ready to laugh till you pee yourself...
You can't finish a sentence like this......
Ok so someone walks into the room and says oh my god you just missed the coolest thing, then they leave the room without telling you what the thing you missed was... How do you end on that??? It left me wondering what I missed... Did flying monkeys shoot out their ass? Did the dog dance an Irish jig??? what was it?? So I sit and I think about it and then I go to the person and say what did I miss just to get the answer "Oh nothing it wasn't so cool after all."
That's kind of anti-climactic you think??
I mean who shifts gears that fast?? How did it go from the coolest thing ever to nothing at all in the span of 2 minutes?? Think about it for a second before you call it the coolest thing ever.. Save us all the trouble of anti-climatic moments...
Cause it is rather annoying to think you missed the coolest thing to find out all you missed was the dog farting and scaring himself...
That's kind of anti-climactic you think??
I mean who shifts gears that fast?? How did it go from the coolest thing ever to nothing at all in the span of 2 minutes?? Think about it for a second before you call it the coolest thing ever.. Save us all the trouble of anti-climatic moments...
Cause it is rather annoying to think you missed the coolest thing to find out all you missed was the dog farting and scaring himself...
Dude a quarter life Crisis?!?!?!?!?!
So forget the mid-life crisis today I have realized I am having a quarter life crisis... I have come to all to real idea that this is when I have to take another step up the ladder of growth and development. I am telling you if I knew being a well rounded human involved feelings and all this junk I would have opted to be born a rock....So here we go let's explain where I am at....
I'm having a quarter life crisis...
So, whats a quarter life life crisis mean well here it is....
Puppy's thoughts on a crisis...
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not.
You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better.
You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while wining the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
That's a quarter life one... so if this Saturn return is this all mighty thing then i hope my mid life crisis will be as simple as buy a sports car.....
I'm having a quarter life crisis...
So, whats a quarter life life crisis mean well here it is....
Puppy's thoughts on a crisis...
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not.
You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better.
You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while wining the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
That's a quarter life one... so if this Saturn return is this all mighty thing then i hope my mid life crisis will be as simple as buy a sports car.....
Ranting
Ok so i call this pizza place and they say hello thanks for calling "pizza place" would you like to order a pizza? hmm no i wanted to get a loan to buy a house. yes i wanted a fucking pizza.
then i call an american company to ask for application info and they say would you like to hear this message in english i think well you are an american company so yes. then the message says thank you for calling our application office and then the rep. answers and first thing she says is " are you calling to apply for a job with "american company name".. no i said i was calling to ask about puppy dogs.
then i call a man to inqiure about a christmas tree and they answer the phone and the guy older than 30 from the sound of his voice says are you calling about the tree ??? i think no, im calling about the vacation to mexico i saw in yer front yard.. the one that said for sale call.
so i am at the conclusion one of two things are going on.. the world is on crack and only stupid people survived or god thought i needed a laugh.. so im going to go with the god answer at least that way I have a little hope for humanity left.
then i call an american company to ask for application info and they say would you like to hear this message in english i think well you are an american company so yes. then the message says thank you for calling our application office and then the rep. answers and first thing she says is " are you calling to apply for a job with "american company name".. no i said i was calling to ask about puppy dogs.
then i call a man to inqiure about a christmas tree and they answer the phone and the guy older than 30 from the sound of his voice says are you calling about the tree ??? i think no, im calling about the vacation to mexico i saw in yer front yard.. the one that said for sale call.
so i am at the conclusion one of two things are going on.. the world is on crack and only stupid people survived or god thought i needed a laugh.. so im going to go with the god answer at least that way I have a little hope for humanity left.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
XMRV Retrovirus and how it can make everyday tasks seem giant...
Today I have started blogging. I am sitting here designing the template and finding out what will I blog about. I thought about sticking to a theme like a blog about politics or one set subject. I poured over topics and ideas and then it hit me... A RANDOM BLOG!
And so here we go a random blog. Well, today I did nothing productive on a grand scale. I cleaned my kitchen, I cleaned the living room, and I played some games on my IPad. But, on a small scale to some that would be a grand thing. I am talking about those whom suffer from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, and those with the XMRV retrovirus.
A reto-virus that is highly infectious and is more than likely in our nation's blood supply. Its a debilitating illness. According to the Whittemore Peterson Institute in Nevada, 95 percent of chronic fatigue patients in a recent study also had the XMRV retrovirus. I can not imagine something that leaves someone so fatigued and in such chronic pain they can not barely sit up in much less get of bed. The link I have shared is an interview with Siobhan McElwee (see the extra info at the end of todays blog..) a dear friend and someone who has been diagnosed with the XMRV reto-virus.
It is a start to the media finally catching this and finally drawing attention to this infectious reto-virus. It is a trickle of information now but flood gates will open. So if you are wanting to know more read the links and watch the video I have included here today.
Happy web surfing and please come again soon.
To use the web addresses below copy and paste them into your browsers web bar.
http://www.mecfsforums.com/
This page linked below is an awesome site with a wealth of information and links to help support a very interesting socks project. I highly recommend it and support this..
http://www.sockit2mecfs.org
TODAYS EXTRA GOODIE ITEM
http://www.talkingfox.com/2010/12/giving-back/
This Siobhan's blog and she is also an amazing artist. I am a collector of her work and it is fab!! well, she is donating 100% of the proceeds from her art to the Whittmore Peterson Institute to help advance funding for advanced research. Check her out and get some hot art and help a great cause... Like she says " C'mon you know you want to."
And so here we go a random blog. Well, today I did nothing productive on a grand scale. I cleaned my kitchen, I cleaned the living room, and I played some games on my IPad. But, on a small scale to some that would be a grand thing. I am talking about those whom suffer from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, and those with the XMRV retrovirus.
A reto-virus that is highly infectious and is more than likely in our nation's blood supply. Its a debilitating illness. According to the Whittemore Peterson Institute in Nevada, 95 percent of chronic fatigue patients in a recent study also had the XMRV retrovirus. I can not imagine something that leaves someone so fatigued and in such chronic pain they can not barely sit up in much less get of bed. The link I have shared is an interview with Siobhan McElwee (see the extra info at the end of todays blog..) a dear friend and someone who has been diagnosed with the XMRV reto-virus.
It is a start to the media finally catching this and finally drawing attention to this infectious reto-virus. It is a trickle of information now but flood gates will open. So if you are wanting to know more read the links and watch the video I have included here today.
Happy web surfing and please come again soon.
To use the web addresses below copy and paste them into your browsers web bar.
http://www.mecfsforums.com/
This page linked below is an awesome site with a wealth of information and links to help support a very interesting socks project. I highly recommend it and support this..
http://www.sockit2mecfs.org
TODAYS EXTRA GOODIE ITEM
http://www.talkingfox.com/2010/12/giving-back/
This Siobhan's blog and she is also an amazing artist. I am a collector of her work and it is fab!! well, she is donating 100% of the proceeds from her art to the Whittmore Peterson Institute to help advance funding for advanced research. Check her out and get some hot art and help a great cause... Like she says " C'mon you know you want to."
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